“The point of choosing your partner is the way where you compare the things you want in a person with the person and NOT comparing 2 or more people for the sake of choosing a partner”.
“The term “enjoying life” differs from person to person ,and the rest of the world has nothing to do with the person’s tastes.”
“Girls like people who speak softly. But I don’t understand why do they yell on their boyfriends ???
Guess there is not rule that girls have to speak soft “
“Behaving the way you are is the best way you can be remembered by others”
“The most useful thing for a girl is her boy friend and the most useless thing for a boy is his girl friend…though many don’t say it…but still they mean it and most importantly they feel it”
“Care people who care you and never care people whom you want to take care about…at the end it hurts you a lot..because you will not be cared or spared by the people you love and care “
“Everyone has the right to drink , right to sleep but not Right to f*ck… who cares a the marks if didn’t get a job? likewise who cares the above rights when the most important thing which many people want goes missing”
“Perfect examples of girls and infact woman
1) Helen of Troy
2) Mary Jane of Spiderman
3) Rachel of BatmanWell the irony of the above is these women can love one or more men !!”
“When life says fuck you , you just fuck it like never before.”
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Destiny and Development
Destiny and Development are two different things but actually one depend on the other. The destiny of the next generation depends on the development of the present generation. And again you should consider that a country is made up of people and each person of the country should be developed for the whole country to be developed and every person on this planet has a destiny (if you believe in destiny) . The relation between destiny and development is of great importance .
Your destiny has an effect on the country’s development and as country’s development affect other people’s destinies I can say that your destiny affect others destiny. Each and every person should be conscious of what are they doing and why are they doing something.
If you develop yourself your develop your destiny and if you develop your destiny you develop your country’s destiny and if that happens you will helpful in developing other people’s destinies too…
There is no rule that a person born in a country should live in his/her country only and he/she is not allowed to migrate to other country. So if a person migrates to another country he takes his destiny along with him and he helps people of the migrated country to develop .
The point of destiny and development is that they are inter related things and if think this way you can find the relation among them.
now , let me tell you how does your destiny gets affected by others. As I said you affect other’s destiny, others also affect your destiny.
lets say you are in a relation or you are doing a job you don’t like or not comfortable with, then this affects your destiny. You are really responsible for your destiny and also others can affect your destiny and thereby the development.
If you are in a relationship the first thing you loose is your freedom (at least to certain extent) and the words compromise and sacrifice come into picture. And if they come into your life your destiny will have a shift. I don’t say the shift is good or bad. But I can definitely say that there’ll be a shift for sure. If you consider the shift to be postive then the outcome will be positive and again as we know every coin has 2 sides so as life has 2 sides good and bad. Now the bad side of the relation is break up and now when this happens this has an impact and your destiny changes and again the change can be good or bad.
If you think in a bad sense then the outcome will be bad for sure. Although I cannot guarantee that relations affect your destiny, but I’m still convinced with the fact that they change your destiny to some extent because your mind , soul and your time will be another person thereby you instead spending time on developing yourself spend time with your mate I guess which has low scope of development.
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”love is in air , love is in water , love is in sand and love is on land but love aint in people and hearts”- its_vishu
Stay hungry , Stay foolish
I’d like to share my grief which was in my heart and head from the minute I heard the news about Steve Jobs’ death.
Now coming to the post, In this post I’d like to tell you about the things which had a huge impact on me and I feel everybody in this world will be influence and moved by these very things.
- Money
- Relations
- Death
The above three things influence most people in the world. But I’d like to tell you that there are people who
keep these apart and struggle to make things better and always dream about a bright tomorrow.There are people who follow the conventional path and make a job,get a family and die one fine pleasant morning. On the other hand there are people who have nothing, they do nothing and die like something on one chilly night. But there are really a few people who have nothing make something they want to, they too die on one pleasant afternoon…making a difference which could be felt without their presence.
These people have a vision which is beautiful and also powerful,they work hard day & night to make that something they’ve dreamed off. They put everything they have for something they believed in and these people change the world and fill the world with their dreams.
Money is really necessary for everything either for buying a book on science or a Mac even a piece of bread. This doesn’t mean if you have money you can buy anything and everything and it also means your money is not useless. You should understand that,money is a medium of exchange and if you think a bit you get the answer as
Money is only a COMMON medium of exchange and is only a necessity
Relations are the ones which us happy,sad,angry etc. To generalize things about relations, relations are those which bring an emotional change in us,when something in them changes. Good relations are necessary for all of us, you cannot sit inn your office and work with peace of mind when you had a quarrel with your girlfriend can u? of course that is possible only when quarrels are the most common thing among st you 
So,I think to achieve your dreams the relations you maintain with your surroundings is really very very important.
Everything has a time,and you have a time too,you should remember that everybody in this world would take shelter, permanently inside a 6 foot beautifully carved box of wood someday. So you should live your present the way you want,and also have a dream and work hard every minute to make the dream come true.
When you are on your death bed,or when you think you’ll have your death bed soon ask yourself this question
Did I live my life the way I want? Did I make my dream true? Am I happy?
Work hard so that you can answer the questions in a positive manner and earn a page in encyclopedia 
When I heard the news about Steve Jobs death, and after I saw his speech at Stanford I only remember the words Stay Hungry Stay Foolish !!
Stay hungry , Stay foolish
I’d like to share my grief which was in my heart and head from the minute I heard the news about Steve Jobs’ death.
Now coming to the post, In this post I’d like to tell you about the things which had a huge impact on me and I feel everybody in this world will be influence and moved by these very things.
- Money
- Relations
- Death
The above three things influence most people in the world. But I’d like to tell you that there are people who
keep these apart and struggle to make things better and always dream about a bright tomorrow.There are people who follow the conventional path and make a job,get a family and die one fine pleasant morning. On the other hand there are people who have nothing, they do nothing and die like something on one chilly night. But there are really a few people who have nothing make something they want to, they too die on one pleasant afternoon…making a difference which could be felt without their presence.
These people have a vision which is beautiful and also powerful,they work hard day & night to make that something they’ve dreamed off. They put everything they have for something they believed in and these people change the world and fill the world with their dreams.
Money is really necessary for everything either for buying a book on science or a Mac even a piece of bread. This doesn’t mean if you have money you can buy anything and everything and it also means your money is not useless. You should understand that,money is a medium of exchange and if you think a bit you get the answer as
Money is only a COMMON medium of exchange and is only a necessity
Relations are the ones which us happy,sad,angry etc. To generalize things about relations, relations are those which bring an emotional change in us,when something in them changes. Good relations are necessary for all of us, you cannot sit inn your office and work with peace of mind when you had a quarrel with your girlfriend can u? of course that is possible only when quarrels are the most common thing among st you So,I think to achieve your dreams the relations you maintain with your surroundings is really very very important.
Everything has a time,and you have a time too,you should remember that everybody in this world would take shelter, permanently inside a 6 foot beautifully carved box of wood someday. So you should live your present the way you want,and also have a dream and work hard every minute to make the dream come true.
When you are on your death bed,or when you think you’ll have your death bed soon ask yourself this question
Did I live my life the way I want? Did I make my dream true? Am I happy?
Work hard so that you can answer the questions in a positive manner and earn a page in encyclopedia
When I heard the news about Steve Jobs death, and after I saw his speech at Stanford I only remember the words Stay Hungry Stay Foolish !!
A ‘loveless’ love story
“love can be deadly and disturbing”
Long long ago…the year was 2009, when I actually saw and read the strange story of two people which I’m gona tell you now…Although this post is fictional,it is based on true incidents happened in 2009… It was a winter night and there was a slight drizzle when I sitting in the balcony of my room and watching the empty road which was very flat and long, very very interestingly..There is only one street light which was flickering down the lane, I could see a person with his sweatshirt on, walking towards a tree on the other side of the road..he did a lot of things like exercise,sleeping,eating I dono why. It was night, the road was empty and this person is acting weird!! This made my interest’s adrenaline pump.So I was taking a close look at his activities.I guess 1hr passed and I saw another person probably a girl,who was walking on the road I could make that as I used a binocular to actually know what is exactly happening..As it was night and the street light didn’t have any interest to support my interest I have to do every possible thing to get to know what is exactly happening there at that tree.
The girl walked past the tree and has nothing to do with the boy in the sweatshirt.I guess the boy was actually waiting for some one. But no one met him in the next 2 hrs. All my interest was drowned like a ship of Titanic.The drizzle stopped and the man started to sleep under that damn tree I don’t know the reason exactly (may be he’s thrown out of his house) . I don’t know when I slept,but I too slept in that very damn chair in the balcony itself. It was half past 4 in the morning I don’t know what woke me up,I woke up and my closing eyes saw something which made them wide open!! The person in that sweat shirt was dragged onto the road and had a shiny yellow bladed knife in his stomach and smooth cut of his throat . The grey t-shirt turned red and his pants were really wet with blood. My eyes and me couldn’t believe the scene and I thought for a sec my binocular was playing games, but the scene was real and the things I said now were actually facts!!
I wasn’t afraid of the scene I dono why . The person in front of me,lying dead had my sympathy rather than my fear. I thought poor boy and started to look at him closely and this time the street lamp showed interested along with a little sunlight.I really now have a better view of the body than yesterday night. The body was looking pale and his face was low,white and lacked the human charm his body has 3 wounds one was a cut along his throat and his oral cavity was opened through which I could see ants and other insects going into and coming out of the oral cavity.The yellow bladed knife is still shining and has his liver attached to it,I could also see a yellow fluid near that knife along with the liver.It was the bile juice I realized all the anatomy I studied these years was all in front of my eyes.He has blood all over his body. The scene was not so photogenic I thought I could have some photo but I don’t want to as the site was a bit disturbing.
It was 6 am and people began to come out of their houses onto the roads and followed by them was the police people . These people are so frightened to see a dead body lying on the street.May be,some one of them called the police and police made a stylish entrance with their black and red Ford cars…Along with the police came a bunch of people in white costumes,I’d rather call them as people in white uniforms,made some tests collected some things out from the dead body . In the mean time the media people’s population increased exponentially and the number of common people reduced. The media people were yelling and to me this site was a greater horror than the site which I saw in the morning!! it was about two hours I could hear their screams when I was brushing,bathing, having my breakfast and my lunch!! Finally it was 2pm and all the people along with the person in the sweatshirt vanished and gave me some peace…I was asleep for the next 5 hrs it was evening when my dad came with his face confused & puzzled. It was night after my dinner, dad & I sat before the TV as my net internet connection was kept in an coffin buried with my low scores. Like the life time of a person depends on his health,my internet connection’s life depends on my scores at the university.
Dad switched to a news channel which covered the whole of our street crime scene and reported that the convict responsible for the crime was held by the city police later this evening .Though police denied to give any information about the case,according to the news sources,the convict was a relation to the victim.I was shocked,though I did not know the truth about the story,I believed the news channel report.So I thought how could a person kill his relation? This was very annoying. Dad turned the TV off and went to bed and I did the same thing. I thought if I had any chance to know the truth what has happened,I’ll know it. Although this is a common case and common news to many people around the world.This crime is special to me! It all happened and I’m a witness. So I thought I could go to police a tell what I know,but I have a question flashing…why would the police believe me? I should tell the police or inform police about something the man and I know, and no other person except us.So I went to the police station(first time).It is bit different from what I see in the movies. I went to a police who typing something very fast,and said him that I have some information regarding the case.The police turned to me and said go to the person their,he’ll take you to the officer handling this case. I had to wait for 3 hours.The police station is a busy place and had all kinds of people coming in and going out(and very very messy).
Finally I met the officer and said him what all I saw that night. The officer had an expression of an actor listening to a film story.When I’m done he took me to the convict,I don’t know why and he has showed me a the convict’s cell, and said he’ll come in 1 hour and asked me to have a look at the convict as he got an phone call (may be he has some urgent appointment) and gave me permission to talk to the convict if I want to..The cell was dark I couldn’t find the face of the convict I could only make the shape of the convict. When the light is on in the corridor of the place,I realized the convict was a girl!! I couldn’t believe the site and asked the in-charge police officer to check for the case number 091143 and confirmed the cell number was the same and she is the convict the police had. I was shocked at the site and was actually tensed as how could a girl do it. How could she do such a crap ?? Is she related to the man?? Many questions are settled in/on my mind and I started jotting the questions in a rough manner on a paper and when she finally turned to me,the site aroused fear in me though she was very beautiful and had a great smile.
I gathered some courage to ask her about the man(victim) and I said what all I saw, to her for no reason.After listening to me,she said ” I love him and I’m the girl you saw who went past him that night, I didn’t actually kill him,I only made him go free from his sufferings. ” I didn’t understand what she was actually speaking. I had a face which was blank and cold. She saw me and said “if you wana know the story of what has happened give me the book and pen you are carrying and collect the book tomorrow. I did as she said and went home. Next day after a lot of request and a little bribe the police allowed me to meet her and she didn’t speak anything and gave the book to me I could see the pen and its empty refill in a corner of the cell. I thanked her and had a question why she is doing all this,with that question in mind I came home,kept the book in my shelf and started to have my lunch while the TV was running.
The news channel reported the latest happenings of the case and said that the crime involved a women who was one of the many girl friends of the victim whose name is Bob. Although the convict claims she is the only girl friend of Bob,the investigation says Bob has 17 girl friends and he has the habit of ‘changing’ his girl friends very often. An interesting fact is, the victim is the convict’s 23rd boy friend. My mind’s blown after watching the entire report of the news channel. I finished my lunch, but I could’t remember what I actually ate.Though I slept I’m only interested to know what happened,why was he killed ? These questions along with many other related questions made me to sit and look at the book in my shelf with a fear,curiosity,interest and horror. Though I don’t wana tell you the reasons for all the above mentioned emotions,I can the share with you, what she wrote in the book with you. Before I could start to share those things,I recommend you/advice you the below content is only for strong heart-ed people(not for weak heart-ed).
The below is what the convict girl wrote in the book.
The ‘loveless’ love story
We met in the summer of 2008, though many of my friends said he is not a great guy,I didn’t think so…we were everywhere roaming,partying, drinking and most importantly f*ckin. He changed me completely in two months of our relationship. He was such a sweet guy who gave me presents every now and then and surprised me very often. He introduced me to his family and I gathered some courage and introduced him to my family. Though our parents didn’t like our relationship they are not against it. My mom only warned me not to have an sex with Bob,though we did it very often. I love him more than he loves me. We are possessive, obsessed and mad about each other. I don’t think the things we did any couple won’t dare to do any of them. I don’t want to tell you all of those. But I’l tell you one such incident.It was new year 2009 we were partying at a bar,they were many couples that day.we were dancing and drinking suddenly he began to smooch me and we smooched hardly and wildly for a long time (one of my friend said we kissed for 1hour).
Although we love each other,they were many fights,we hurt ed each other mentally and physically as well.This hurting became very common and our love story became ‘loveless’ love story at one point of time. I never believed in people,and what they say about Bob earlier and now I didn’t believe Bob after listening to people.It was high time I thought and all people around us thought of a break up. Before the day of our break up Bob posted the videos of our sex in a porn site, and also in his facebook profile and tagged our friends in it. This thing shocked me like never before and all people and friends were calling me up . I don’t now whether it is fortunate or unfortunate,my parents were out of the town when all this happened.
I didn’t know what to do. I only cried and cried . I called up Bob,he said he’ll come to my house in 30 min. When I saw him I couldn’t control myself from slapping him. He started to support his act by telling me,”as now all of us know we did it,our parents do not have any choice or option except they should agree for our marriage. ” I was hurt ed very badly,my family was hurted too and I knew it…I started realizing all the things which appeared good turned suddenly into a hell . I knew I couldn’t do anything now..He got a call and he said he’ll be leaving and left. I’m alone in my house fucked up,crying and didn’t know what to do.Few days passed, On the night of the murder, I was going to my house when I saw Bob near a tree waiting for some one..I went to my house as it was night Bob didn’t recognize me. I sat on the terrace of my house and started to observe Bob,at 2am I saw a girl (most probably) came to Bob, and I could see under the street light they made love. I couldn’t control that. So I thought of going to Bob and stop it… I went to them,he is finger fucking her with a cloth in her mouth.It appears she had orgasms in the mean time. Bob looked at me and I don’t know why he took a knife,he took a knife and tried to pierce me,but I some how managed to keep the knife in his stomach. The girl who got fucked took a knife and slit his throat. I was shocked by her action.
She looked at me and said,”this bastard has made you a hooker. I wanted to kill him as he did the same thing with me too. It is better we leave now”. She dragged him to the road near the tree and made a deep cut in his stomach,near the wound I made and confirmed he is dead by now and left along with her knife. I stared at the dead body of Bob, for minute and tears rolled down my eyes . I was afraid I could get caught,I went to my house. I made Bob,relieve from me(his suffering) . I’m happy now.No regrets.
On the last page of the book she wrote….
I advice you not to fall in love , have sex and mess your life up.
After reading the book, I had no words in my mouth,no thoughts in my mind and everything appeared to be blank for a minute. It was night by the time I finished reading the book my dad came,I hid the book among-st the text books and went for dinner.My dad switched on the TV and got to the news channel which reported another convict in Bob’s case was held today afternoon and both of them were sent to custody.This case is reported as a open and shut case…as both of the convicts admitted the crime.
Few days later….
I read in the newspaper, both women admitted the crime and were given a ‘death sentence’ .
This is a tale of love, death and disturbance.
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THE THEORY OF LOVE
“This post contains explicit content”
All the people, in fact living or dead have lovers…Each person is a lover to some other person and that person may or may not be the lover to this person..But it happens that a person can love one or more people in his/her life…I don’t know why….exactly….Things like love and sex happen the most or I can say they are the most happening things in teenage…Dating is one of the platform to make or select a person to be your lover..
I have a doubt…I read things like…”love happens” and lines like “love at first sight”, then what is real need of dating???
I often find people say friendship is a platform which may or may not end in love…but it is surely a platform for love…Till today many people round the world have some kinda confusion when it comes to drawing lines between friendship,love and lust…
I always find by my analysis or logical deduction that lust doesn’t need love…at least it only needs love while having sex…while love has lust in it…all love stories have or contain some thing called the “explicit” content which is called sex…because I feel a man and a women can or will be able to express things,(which cannot be expressed by language) only through sex…..
Friend is a person with whom you actually can share 90% things happening in your life…
lover is a person with whom you can share the remaining 10 % things(+90%) happening in your life…
I also find people share things depending on the compatibility factor… I think it is one of the reasons or it is the priority to choose our friends…
According to the compatibility theory,the more compatible you are with a person..more are the chances of you people becoming friends…
Till 3 years back,Love to me is the relationship that exists between a boy and a girl…but now the definition of love attained diversity….’diversity of sex’
the following 3 lines explain the above 2 lines….
a) boy loving a girl and a girl loving a boy,it is a straight relation and it is a normal one
b) boy loving a boy…this is hypothetical relation,in the past. But now it is a very practical one..a gay relation…
c)girl loving a girl…a lesbian relation…
If you carefully observe the above lines you can actually find an interesting fact!!
love is independent of the thing called the “opposite gender”…it can happen to people of same gender too!!
so the first postulate of the theory of love is
“love is independent of the thing called the “opposite gender”…it can happen to people of same gender too!!”
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the gay thing
why should boys have all the fun ??
a legal relation....
I feel one of the differences between love and friendship is something called the “possessiveness”. You don’t have this in friendship,but it exists in a relation….let me tell you why…
the first point is love is not friendship and friendship is not love…love is different from friendship…
Possessiveness comes into the picture when your priorities change for the same person…when I say these words I mean if you are in a relation with a friend of yours…I define possessiveness as a feeling of having a person for only themselves…It is common feeling one has towards his love in a relation…when this thing grows in smarter,faster and in a better way..you find that relation in trouble…
Everything in this world has some limiting points or the threshold points which one shouldn’t cross at any point of time under any circumstances ,like everything in this nature… a relation has some limiting points too!!
the second postulate of theory of love is
“friendship is stronger relation as it doesn’t have something called the possessiveness”
its possessiveness!!
possessiveness implies hands tied !! very sad !
people tend to feel and think of living their life with the person they love…and many believe love is the step below marriage…
All love stories doesn’ t end in marriage,why is it so??
According to me, marriage is future relation and love is the present relation… In many cases,in fact in most cases love happens in the first step and marriage in the second step….Only in a very few cases the inverse of it happens….
There is always a notion of present, past and future in a relation..However past is regarded as trash as far as the this postulate is considered….
If you are happy in the present,the chances or the probability of you being happy in the future are more…But if you are not happy in the present,you tend to think of a break up rather than getting married…This is what happens in most of the cases…So,most relations do not end in marriage…
The third postulate of theory of love is
“love is weaker relation than friendship,as you may or may not be happy all your life…”
its friends and friendship....
Each of us have fantasies…which we want to be true,with the person we love…if by some reasons that person is not appreciating our fantasies,that is a problem…everyone thinks in their own natural way… and have different opinions… so there is always this 50-50 chances of our fantasies becoming true,which is not a happy news to many of us…
the fourth postulate of theory of love
“love is not sex and sex is not love..sex is a part of love”
the pleasure
model of missionary...
problems in a relation commonly refers to problems in love between 2 people of opposite sex….
I think these kinda problems comes into picture because of the feeling of insecurity….
the question of “Am I secure in the relation?” When you think that way,I suggest you strongly to get out of that relation because there is every possible chance of the other person in the relation getting hurted and you actually do not have the right to hurt anybody,at least the person you love!!
the fifth and final postulate of the theory of love….
” ‘we’ sounds better in fact it sounds the best in a relation than the word ’ I ’ . So say ’we’ are happy, than ’I'm’ happy in a relation”
"we" are happy...
NOTE: ”The theory of love is a generalized theory which can be applied to any relation in this world,irrespective of caste,creed,religion,race,geography,landscape,weather,eating habits etc…”-ITS VISHU
A BEAUTIFUL SUICIDE
The one which you are going to read now..is a fiction material which is written,based on the events that took place around me.
FICTION:
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It was a drowsy evening when it started raining and i was on bed peeping through my window,looking at a sparrow which was wounded..and trying to fly.After few minutes,when the rain got stronger and the sparrow unable to bear the drops shooting it, fell down the tree,down into the water and was going with the flow.... i thought where would it go,with the flow and was looking at the sky which wore a black cloud dress along with lighting sparks..a real spectacular view..a shout!!! brought to me to this world,when...
sparrow which made us meet
The lightning along with me saw a girl, who was trying to pick the sparrow…Me being too lazy just watching her and the sparrow in her hand. But she made me run towards her as she was bleeding as a heavy stone rested on her leg,which was soft and smooth. I went near her,to help her. Took the stone placed it aside with a great effort,while watching the water around her turn red with her blood..without her permission took her in my arms bit carefully,took her to my home.. placed her on my bed..
She was bleeding along with the little sparrow..her beautiful face filled with ocean of tears,for a moment i thought it was due to pain which she had..i came to know that I was wrong ,when she said “thank you for saving this sweet sparrow” , with a little smile on her face and it was lovely…after the rain repressed,along with her bleeding,she started feeling better along with me as i was worrying about her..
The rain was great, it just took things it got..the power lines started resting on roads as if they were sleeping ..very close to the roads..and the roads filled themselves with water..It was night,when i lighted a candle and went to her, who was in my room with her long curly hairs on my pillow..
I saw her in the light of the candle,for the first time when she was closing her eyes and her palm touching my hand..She was beautiful,very beautiful and soft with the dried tears on her face,which left their marks on her cheeks..I’m not willing to wake her up,just looking at her in the candle light..I touched her toe for the second time,after the first aid..I could still feel the warm red drops of her,which got mixed along with my tears for her..
After a few thousands of seconds…
she woke up,unable to move her leg touched me with her soft palm,and woke me up,while i was sleeping in my couch next to her..
I was lost in her,looking at her until she asked me about the sparrow,to which i replied it was with my mom who was looking after it.The candle lost itself in time,i told her to remain where she was and brought a new candle along with something for her to eat.. She asked me to have some light near her wounded leg,saw her leg with bandage and thanked me for that,ignoring my eyes which got stuck watching her beautiful lips..so pink..
The Next Day….
When the sun hit her back hard with his rays,she saw me on the couch sleeping,unable to move called my name,so sweetly that made me awake,and made me to come at her,when she asked me looking into my eyes, to drop her in her house, i just took her in my arms to the car and then to her place and gave the sparrow,which made me find her…
after few months….
she called me and said ” I wana meet you,share with you something”,and we met…after a long silence,
she said “my parents died a week ago”, I was not in a state to respond.. after a minute,looking into her blue eyes, i uttered a stammer “how??”
she had her head down..looking into the pond,said “it was an accident,and now she was an orphan”
the pond where we met
As those words struck me,i took her to my mom,and said what she said to me..as my mother asked to stay her along with us for a few days,we went to her house,where she arranged her things with difficulty and her hairs moving on her face touching her lips..she looked amazing … We had our dinner and she slept with my mom and I was very happy for her…she in my house!!!
The autumn arrived..and one perfect morning,when the sun was friendly with the trees and other plants,the sunlight and the leaves of few trees turned to a golden yellow..I’m going home from the park i turned back if she is alive or not… she is hung to a tree, I still remember the wounded leg,which had a scar on it, was wavering when i was running for her.. along with cool breeze in the deserted garden..
deserted garden
The day before which she committed suicide,she said things which made me realize the pain in her, and my thoughts of making her happy were just too small…when she said she wants to die,and needed help, my hands were touching her cheeks harder and faster with a force in them…after I slapped her,she stayed silent for a minute and said ” please help me..I wana go to my parents” . I asked her what is the reason for her to die..
she said ” I love my parents,they are not here,then why should I be here….” ..her voice was soundless when she said these words… I asked her why can’t she stay with my family, she didn’t answer that question..and left the room..
She woke me up early in the morning, gave a letter to me and took me to garden far from the neighborhood…closed my eyes, the garden was beautiful,very calm..I thought for a moment I can propose her,and tell her that I care for her… After closing my eyes,she came to my ear,I can feel her breath and whispered in my ear “open the letter,only when you hear my voice,and you should read the letter before coming to me…”,saying this she took an oath.
I caught her by hand,and kissed her lips,for which she said ” I love you” and left me..and I was waiting for her sweet voice…
But I never heard her voice,I opened my eyes and I could see my beauty far away…hung her herself to a tree..I ran towards her,but her legs stopped moving along with her heart…another letter fell from her hand along with leaves of the tree and got wet in my tears,
the letter said ” I love you..I love my parents,yesterday night i thought of you a billion times and couldn’t come to this place leaving you,I want to see you for the last time..This is the place where my parents bought me every autumn.but this autumn you bought me here..I want you take care of your parents,and never leave them…I couldn’t live my life without my parents,and baby please don’t try to save me..and this is the only gift I want from you..and leave me in this place,this is my favorite place..in the whole world…love you..”
After reading this,i just touched her toes and was crying like hell…kissing her toes,touching the scar..She made me think,again and again..I couldn’t leave the place ,but after all I love her,and I’ll do what she said to me,what she asked me to do…
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”All I want to say is suicidal tendency,is the way of liberation of yourself from the pain…All of us have an aim or a target,a crush and parents..Please do remember when you want to die for your crush,you’ll taking your life along with your parents lives!!
When you know your aim is dead realize that you are dead, when your parents are dead……you live for their dreams and do not die!! ” - its vishu
fright,feeling,fuck
It is my second post in word press.. I did not think word press will have an article like this..I request the word press managers to look into this article before letting this words going to the web world.
For the person reading this…this is an article which has strong language,and reality so i advice you to mentally prepare for it..thank you
In this post i’d like to tell you about things which happen everywhere in the world,at each and every place each living organism experiences these.
Coming to the point, the title of the post fright, feeling,fuck. If you take a bit closer look at the words, you may find that they can be linked with some emotion and thought. You being frightened of something is an emotion which is processed from the thought that you tend to be afraid of something. All you need to understand is that you will be frightened when you feel you cannot get the thing you want or you may be physically/mentally treated in a bad way(harassment). Other than that there is no other reason for a person to be afraid of something.
Feeling- this is something which every person has,and should have. It is something which is implanted by default. It is not possible to remove it,we can only vary your feelings but cannot remove them. I feel the nature is symmetric and has simple answers YES and NO to every question. But it is the man who complicate things to the extremes and try to experiment with each and everything he has.
Relationships are made from and by feelings like the electronic goods (mostly) which have the tag ‘ MADE IN CHINA’. But the point is that every feeling you actually develop will have its roots from the relation itself.
Fuck- The most beautiful and admirable word i’ve never met in English language. I actually hated this word,when i’m a stupid boy when i began to learn the things on my own, I found this is the word which is necessary to express many of my emotions and feelings. So i actually fell in love with this word and started to learn the meaning of this very word and found that i’m stuck many miles away from my mind and began to enjoy life with this word.
With a plate and chicken with some drink in the front,i’m writing these words because im in love with words than food..i dono why..
LOVE is a word which has the largest number of meanings.In those meanings you find 90% related to attraction,romance. To me i’m comfortable with LUST than LOVE,FUCK than the formal word for it.
The reason for it is I speak my reality,of course many people ‘s reality.. According to me LUST is genuine than LOVE.. LOVE has LUST but LUST doesn’t have love in it..that is what i feel.. Coming to the EMOTION of FUCK I feel one should realize it is word with a lot emotion and originality in it. From the movies that I saw, i’ll tell you fact(fact according to me) there can be many reasons to smile,but when you cry you have really very limited reasons which are true absolutely,and no questions in it. So have faith in pain!!!! it is reality and in fact it is the only reality.
Now let me tell you the link between these words.
You see a girl/boy (im not talking about gay/lesbian kinda people,take the case as straight) when you like them physically,this is what happens all cases. You have lust on them,this is due to the fact that opposite poles attract. When you really want to fuck ‘em up, when you have this kinda mind state you actually tend to develop a relation. You’ll encourage your mind for all f*kin ideas to really f*ck or get f*cked. It is my friend who actually said to me about the ‘wild’ nature of women. I know the ‘wild’ nature of man. So now from the feeling called LUST you developed some emotional thought called FUCK!!
Now the story is more interesting,just think if the person you thinking fucking also thinks of you,and fuck what will be the result, it is something called FRIGHT…AFRAID.. According to me,to support your fucking thought you should be bold!! But I don’t find that in many. There may be reasons for it(may be HIV is one reason) . The fright for parents in the eastern countries..i guess the reason why people are not able to enjoy life. FUCK & FORGET is one policy or idea which many people like but are afraid to actually put it into practice.
When people decide to live together, they should check their genital status too…i guess the main reason and the climax of love..
parents, children, responsibilities, love, lust, fuck, fright, emotions, pressure, suicidal tendency fear of being rejected, psychological disorders, death, heaven intercourse, pain, satisfaction are all related.
I wana have a full stop as large as possible as deep as possible to avoid these… lets have an “ANTI EMOTION” which can control our emotion!!!!
